Accelerating the Healing of Self Denial to a New Octave

On the evolutionary path of healing and denial or suppression of self, we are in essence acting out and releasing karmic tendencies or “samkharas” as they are known in the eastern traditions. I quote her from Gaskells Dictionary of all Scriptures and Myths.

“SAMKHARAS: (aggregate of formations) a symbol associated with Dhamma (karma). It usually signifies the transitory mental type-forms which change with every personality.

Impermanent truly are the Samkharas, liable to origination and decease; as they arose so they pass away; their disappearance is happiness. Ibid., P.251.”

The samkharas are built up over extended periods of incarnational experience repeating themselves in various different expressions. Each time the embodied soul acts out of these tendencies the magnetic patterning of that particular samkhara is strengthened. As our karmic incarnational experiences increased in number, so did the number and strength of the samkharas. Also, we had lifetimes where we were subjected to religious dogmatic austerities that demanded we suppress these building tendencies of the lower nature (self). Some of this teaching was well intentioned but resulted in the formation of energetic blockages due to the magnetic inner conflict. In other words, one aspect of our being was attempting to respond to its lower karmic nature while our conscious self with some level of Higher Self knowledge present, understood the need to transcend to higher levels of experience, but didn’t understand the denying/suppressing that lower self component only added to the magnetic charge being held in the physical/emotional/mental bodies.

The emotional or feeling body is the primary consciousness interface between Spirit and matter. This statement is not complete, but for the purpose of this discussion I will utilize this model. The emotional body is intended to interface a spiritual reality into physical experience . It is a main connection between the “electric” frequencies of the Higher Self and the primal force magnetic energy of the manifest realms. The heart center is the gateway between realms, but the emotional body is the interface zone.

Anytime we have a had an experience in our incarnational experiences that we did not allow ourselves to feel completely, regardless of whether it was too painful, too joyful or anything in between, what has occurred is that we switch to the mental plane of experience to escape the feeling, and in essence stopped the flow of emotional “feeling” energy. When this occurs we have in effect froze the magnetic imprinting of that emotional energy in space and time. At some point that energy must be released to the Universal flow once again. This can happen in a number of different ways. Some of the more common methods of release involve bringing in a charge of energy that exceeds the amount of energy stored in the magnetic patterning and starting it in motion once again. This can be induced through any number of healing techniques, or by the Higher Self through painful experiences, if the conscious personality has worked (like “hello down there, if you can’t hear me perhaps if we drag you through the briar patch..”). These magnetic patterns or “blocks” are actually an aspect of ourself that has now splintered off from our conscious awareness to have an unconscious (to us) reality all its’ own. The existence of these unconscious magnetics is the primary reason that we seem to have events happening in our lives that we would rather not be experiencing, and many times do not understand. On the physical plane of manifestation the magnetic (feminine) component holds the true power to manifestation. If we are carrying around a plethora of magnetic patterns, unbeknownst to us they are drawing these events to us like two poles of a magnet attract each other. The divine gift in all of this is that when these events unfold we now have an insight into the unconscious aspect of ourselves that is not under the auspices of Higher Self so we can do something about it.

The self healing process has entailed getting in touch with our feelings and understanding what aspect of ourself is attempting to communicate to us through that feeling. Generally this aspect of self has not been recognized for some time, as it is a heavily conditioned pattern existing within the mass consciousness to ignore or suppress these feelings. The process of getting in touch with these feelings has been quite intensive for most of us, and in the intensity of the process there is the danger that yet another limiting pattern may set up in place of the one we have sought to transcend. This is an area whereby we must become creatures of thought and awareness, rather than creature of habit in order to go to the next octave of experience.

Let me expound on this a bit further. In the healing of self denials/suppression we have of necessity been appeasing some aspect of the lower self to satisfy the pent up desires that have been denied or suppressed over many lifetimes or experience. In this way we are able to act out the desires of the lower self and clear them. Herein lies an area that contains the possibility of becoming entrapped in a cyclical pattern that can recreate or strengthen the tendency (samkhara) or desire of the lower self. If we become enmeshed in this cycle it becomes difficult to see that much of the processing we are going through may be due to this process of cyclic recreation. Worse yet, we may actually have affected the satisfaction of these personal desire to such a degree that we become ensconced in the illusion of happiness that this has brought us to for the time being. This is where creating a solid intention to be aligned to the blueprint of ones Higher Self through regular meditation and affirmation upon this thought form is essential. With this intention fully registered upon the auric field, the process will unfold with less danger of the possible entrapments becoming actualized.

There comes a time when this process also must be accelerated to a new level. We must always be aware of the inner prompting emanating from the heart that indicates when it is time to adapt a new format within our process, lest we continue to emulate the past process for the sake of security to the process itself. Again, this involves moving beyond the realm of habit and into the expanded reality of thought and awareness in the “now”moment.

In relationship to the focus of this article, the next step happens when we are face with moving to a new octave of experience in moving past the feelings of suppression of self. First, we must have developed the ability to feel and acknowledge these aspects of ourselves in the “moment” they are communicating to us. This means we must learn to be in the magical “now”. When we have one of these feelings arise, it is imperative that we make it a priority in our lives to address it immediately, not tomorrow or at lunch time, etc. When we take this action of reprioritization we send a very strong message to Spirit that says, “Yes, I acknowledge that my most important job here is to fully integrate the Higher Self, all else is secondary to that mission.” This can be reinforced with affirmations to that affect. When we put off dealing with our feelings to any other time frame but the “now”, we send a contrary message to Spirit. When we have learned this agenda sufficiently, we are then ready to move into the arena where true magick is possible.

Within this next movement we come to recognize that identification of the aspect of lower self that we are feeling in the “now” holds a key to the transformation. By identification, I do not necessarily mean we must receive direct knowledge of the parameters of this aspect of self, but rather that we can locate it within our energy field/body through the feeling of it. In that moment, we are now faced with a decision. Are we going to appease this aspect of our lower self once again in order to prevent the occurrence of energetic blockages created through suppression or denial, or are we going to reorient this aspect of the lower self consciousness (elemental magnetics/ samkhara) to the perspective of our Higher Self? This is the moment of magick, where all things are possible. The Higher Self perspective will see the situation as an opportunity to love and have compassion for self and others. From this perspective in the “moment” we experience the feeling of the lower self emerging, as it perceives it is being denied, we are able to bring the vibrations of the Higher Self into direct contact with this aspect of the lower self and transform it through the Law of Vibration. This law states that all higher vibrations will always transform the lower vibrations whenever they interact. In order for this to occur we must bring these vibrations together through our consciousness by “locking onto the feeling and at the same time accessing the greatest degree of Higher Self awareness possible in that moment. An affirmation such as “I now affirm I am ready willing and able to release this magnetic layer of consciousness currently being experienced to the complete transformation of my Higher Self”, in addition to asking for assistance from the Angelics, Ultras and Masters who may be there to assist you can be very powerful in facilitating the process.

We must realize the incredible potential that exists in the “now”moment whenever these feelings are presented to us. This is the opportunity to walk through the doorway of eternal freedom, don’t turn it away because something else seems more pressing or important, that is an illusion. Mass consciousness is heavily embedded with thought forms that tell us these feelings are a nuisance to be dealt with then we have time. This a product of the severely fractured karmic reality that we are living in. This consciousness is born directly of misaligned materialistic focus. This focus was born of survival needs as our ability to manifest from the ether slipped away. We have all participated in the descending order of events that have led us to this seemingly limited reality system. We must trust that in the reprioritization of our focus to make the matters of Spirit at least equally as important as third dimensional duties (with full integration as an objective), we will be fully supported from the higher aspects of our being in our needs to live physically upon this planet and go about our soul work. There are truly no obstacles to prioritizing our energy affairs in such a way as to be able to deal with feelings that arise in that moment, only excuses.

We must realize that this accelerated movement is a gateway to yet another realm of experience that takes us to the next level and so on … infinitely. It is also time to breakdown and transform all thought forms that may subtly perceive “we have arrived at realization”, as they only limit us, and the expectation engendered in these thought forms sets us up for disappointment at some future time. Realization will be a state of beingness non-reliant upon belief system thought forms.

Self discipline is an important component in the transformational process, but we must be aware of what it is we are disciplining ourselves to. Strictly adhering to any particular format has its benefits to be sure, but we must realize these are only tools to be used for a specific job and must be released when the time has come where they no longer serve us. The true discipline needed is not to any outer form, but to truly listen to the voice of the Divine within our own hearts, and allow that energy to permeate our experience. The heart energy is the most powerful transformational force in the Universe. By expanding this energy throughout our own beings, bathing them in the ecstatic embrace of Divine Light, we will successfully transform all lower vibrational magnetics and be able to achieve a truly amazing capacity for compassion in all our experiences.

I provide this information from my heart, and welcome any input from others as to their experiences on this and any related subject.